A page for randomness

Well, in my boredom I guess I’ll write a tidbit. So much for getting sleep this weekend. I stayed up till 1 and woke up at 8…getting the same amount of sleep I get during week, urgh. I went and got my chicken pox shot, wasn’t so bad….even though I despise needles, it was painless and I suppose much better than actually having chicken pox. After that I went and mowed grass at my grandparent’s house and their neighbor’s house. My poor maw maw, she keeps getting worse, she’ll read the same thing over and over like a dozen times (literally) and she won’t realize it.

Dj Cracka, lol…..aka conan is dj’ing the key club dance tonight in my absence. They begged me to stay, but I was already goin home, so I told em to let conan do it, and I just let him use my music harddrive. Kailey is off quizbowling, and the family is gonna be at my sister’s volleyball tourney all day. I have no clue where andyface is, but he needs to come over. Hopefully tonight won’t be so bad, might get to see kailey and/or andy….so “yay”. I’ve got absolutely nothing done so far, I haven’t done jack sh** of my homework. Last night Ashley randomly calls me up and came to visit about 11:30…so she drove out here and we talked, and went and chilled in the church cuz parents were asleep. It was cool to see her.

Namely gay tom and brandom creekbaum, to mother ****** that I strongly dislike. But it gets better, conan also lost to them, as well as the (lets just say 20 other people ran, besides those two) 18 other MORE qualified people than those ******.

Me and conan didn’t get mp3 players, we’re gonna wait a lil while before we each get one. That psychology test, I think I got a B on it, at least I hope. Thursday night me and chow went to a damn recital, something that we had to go to since we’re both in piano class. Fortunately it was only 30 minutes long, and we were somewhat late. That night we had a “brother and sister hall” thing, in which girls were actually allowed on the second floor lobby in god knows how long (were they ever allowed?). Prem cooked some food for the guys on our hall and the girls on the sister hall. We also did some activities and stuff….it was alright.

I reconciled with haiqiao and found out why he was really mad at me about…..in fact it was only partially my fault, but it concerns a certain someone that he didn’t too much care for digging in his stuff, so I told him to stop doin it cuz it was pissin off HQ.

Today I had a physics test, and I think I did ok on it, it wasn’t too bad. Nothing much else spectacular happened today, besides the fact that I lost to some of the lowest people at my school in the election, but its all in a day’s work……right? I came home and had some grilled pork chops and steak, damn delicious. I got to go visit kailey too, and that was nice. Anywho, im home for the weekend, and I also gotta mow grass tomorrow. Might go to sleep early, we’ll see. Sadies next week, btw…..me and meg are wearing shirts that say “Show us your wits”…lol

That is all for now.

Hchow said that me and conan are both b*******…when asked why…”because everyone is a b****”. I didn’t get into the final pick for the NCSSSMST (National Consortium for Specialized Secondary Schools in Math Science and Technology), cuz mrs hynes said she didn’t know who I was, and dr hynes was like “yea, mark would be a good one to go”…but that was after the fact, DAMN. Gotta make my senator at large speech today…..w00t. Last night, I acquired a 256MB thumbdrive from walmart…;) Tonight, moi and conan are goin to walmart and see if we can acquire some mp3 players, lol. We’ll see how this goes, maybe we will, maybe we wont. Well, that be all for now, got some tests to study for tomorrow….perhaps I will study, perhaps I wont.

Ok, the weekend wasn’t soo bad. It was alrighty. Well…after my little brush with death…I went to Andrews and spent the night, and watched the rest of the lsu f00tball game. It was pretty cool. Sunday was a b**** though. I had to wake up at 7:30….and I went to bed around 3-ish.

I woke up, and had to go pick up some random kids that go to church, while I was mentally still asleep. I went home, and they had some “men’s breakfast” bs thing…well, basically, I was doin church sh** from 7:30-12:30ish.

While I was still in church Kailey came over, but it was soon over and she visited with me. Im soo glad she came, we spent the rest of my time together and it was much fun. We went and ate some gumbo at the pastors house, and went off the room down the hall by ourselves to eat and talk. Random people would occasionally come in, including my dad a couple times…all suspicious and whatnot.

Well, after all that, me and kailey decided to go get some ice cream….but when I go back in my room, there is this paper about “The radical path to purity”…and ima see if I can find the article online, it is a “must read”…basically so you can laugh your ass off about how f****** puritan my parents are…damn psychos. Well..we went and ate icecream/shopping and whatnot..went back home and dad was mad about me being “secretive” even though I never once hesitated to call them whenever we were goin somewhere else, f***..i can never please them.

Kailey dropped me off at heathers house….we were suppose to leave for school by 5:30…of course she didn’t have her sh** together, and she ran some random errands. Well, once we finally got on our way about 6:50….we did it fast. We made it to school around 8:35…we also made it through the kisatche forest in about 35 min…..which usually takes about 1hr-1hr and a half. Yea…fast, like 90-100mph at night…..damn scary, and what a rush. I made it alive, chilled with some friends…and now im here, bout to go to class…

Wow….bizarre night. Must vent….do not
feel good.

To start it off…I almost died. I’ll jump ahead and tell
why I almost died, then go back and fill in the rest. I proved why driving
while emotionally “caught up” or whatever you wanna call it is BAD. So having that in mind…I am driving
speedily from my house to get to andrew’s
house, bc I really just want to get there. In the
distance I see the railroad lights come on…and these trains,
are the slowest in the universe. So of course, going 50 mph, I speed up to 75.
Also in this distance I can see the train slowly making its way to the
crossing, and in the right lane, and 18 wheeler
stopped at the tracks. As I approach nearer, the 18 wheeler (for GOD KNOW WHAT
REASON) decides he’s gonna cross the tracks, and at
that same time, get into the left lane. I slam on my brakes (fortunately being
fully alert) and I slide closer to the median, by which time the truck realizes
I am in that lane and pulls back into his lane……and I release the breaks and
gain traction again and speed across the tracks, after which the train passes
only seconds later.

Now, where to go from here. Probably for no other
reason, I decide to come home this weekend to see kailey,
because I have finally realized how much I miss her, and I had the opportunity
to come home. So I did. Well, it hasn’t been so bad of a weekend. I came home
last night and went to the shs football game. I saw a
lot of my friends there, quizbowl, nick included,
couldn’t find andy, and I saw
kailey. Well, after that I went home, then decided to come to andy’s
house. So I spent the night at Andrews house, and went
home later today around 4-ish.

Kailey said she would come visit me….and to call her when I
got home, so I did. She came over, but my dad called just before she did and
said she “counldn’t, because there was no one else
there”….like I would do anything anyways…jesus Christ.
So she came over and chilled for like 5 minutes, then she left and said that
she was goin take a nap….and to call her later, that
we would do something.

So I spent my time doing homework, and reading through my Georgia tech book that I got,
and preparing to apply. Well…long story short, I didn’t see kailey
again tonight. Turns out, aaron spencer
happened to be around, so she went to chill with him, and took him to walmart doin his stuff or whatever..i don’t care, its an
excuse, I don’t even know if im mad, but I just feel
screwed. She got lost or something, then comes home to
talk to me online and tell me what went on….and to say that I hate her and
whatnot. Yea, I freakin knew this would happen. Of
course something would come up, and I wouldn’t get to spend time with her, (wooptie doo) and then I would be
accused of hating her (yea, since I basically came home to see HER). Yea, so im like…I freakin hate talking
about this…..because I guess no matter what reason, I am mad, and I still feel
crappy, and im gonna be a
dick and etc etc etc….and Andrew
happens to come online so I start talking to him. Yea, so I just feel like im in a damn corner, so I want to go to andrew’s house, because he is my
best friend and I can talk to him.

I ask my mom if I can go..and she’s like “no”….argh……..great
time to say no mom, when I really need to see him/talk to him…I start arguing
with my mom to try to go to andy’s house, and in the
meantime kailey thinks im
trying to ignore her, and various friends from school are typing random sh**
while in the most jackass/bad feeling mood……..i want
to f****** scream. I understand, yea, I came home this
weekend, and basically haven’t been around my family at all……but that is
circumstances. It just seems like a bunch of people getting dicked
over. I pretty much dicked my friends over at school…to
come home to see kailey, and then I get dicked over and not able to see her, at which point I dick
over my family, so I can go get counseling from my friend…..i
need psychological help.

Mom says to go ask dad, and dad is putting a guilt trip on
me, bc “mom feels all bad”, which I sure/know she is,
but at this point in time, I CAN”T F****** HELP IT…oh btw, did I mention the
god aweful mood? Then im
trying to get outta the house, and my stomach gets
all naseuated…bc it does
that when im in a really bad mood…and dad’s makin fun of me..”goin
play games at Andrews?”….which happens like .01% of the time….and then he sees
my face, which is all disgruntled or whatever you wanna
call it, and is like “talk to me son”…and all I wanna
do is leave, and he starts to give me this speech about how he tries to guide
me and stuff…and yea, I feel like sh** at the same time, from the guilt trip,
and every other thing, and lastly I don’t wanna be
listening to this…and I just want to go to Andrews house….AGHHHH WILL IT EVER
END. Finally I get outta the house, and I am frantic,
I just want to get to his house so I can get sh** off my chest.

I call kailey while im on my way and apologize for being a dick, cuz she called right as I was leaving/dad was talking to me….and
so we pick up with our almost-got-killed-by-the-train story, and now im at Andrews house……..my stomach still hurts, and he’s off
watching the lsu football game….i
hope he will get the hint, so I can actually talk to him and get sh** off my
chest. Im ready to get back to school or something……I
feel like screwed sh** right now. AGH.