personal 27 Jun 2003 03:40 pm

My whining session

ImmaHonkeyYo (2:32:36 PM): what do u do online
so much/

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:19 PM): sorry
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:23 PM): i ws makin a sandwich
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:38:28 PM): oh
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:38:33 PM): so i guess u arent
online so much

ImmaHonkeyYo (2:38:34 PM): lol
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:38 PM): lemme ask you this
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:42 PM): why are you online so
much

ImmaHonkeyYo (2:38:49 PM): i got dsl, i jus leave it
on

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:51 PM): bc you have to be….in
order to see that i am

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:38:55 PM): so do i
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:39:01 PM): yea but
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:39:03 PM): your question is answered
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:39:04 PM): ur not away alot
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:39:11 PM): and i am
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:39:22 PM): and how would you know
that

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:39:30 PM): unless you’re “away” but
not really

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:39:31 PM): lol
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:40:31 PM): ….
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:40:33 PM): quiet
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:40:35 PM): no
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:40:46 PM): cuz i can see how
long u’ve been away when i do come back

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:40:56 PM): right..
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:40:57 PM): lol
ImmaHonkeyYo (2:40:58 PM): so nah!!
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (2:41:07 PM): i dunno….sometimes i
forget to put an away msg up

ImmaHonkeyYo (2:41:16 PM): yea yea
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:14:55 PM): my god
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:15:12 PM): you dont have one!
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:15:23 PM): it pisses me off that i
never can spend just regular time with kailey and not
have to worry about anything

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:15:32 PM): huh?
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:15:40 PM): my parents
everything up

m2
a0 r0 k4 uS
(3:15:46
PM)

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they aggrivate them
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:16:29 PM): the only time we get to be
together is like when we go to the movies or
eat……and if she comes here…everything is so weird
bc my parents are goddamn gayasses

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:16:57 PM): i don’t get to just ‘be’ with
her

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:17:05 PM): to talk and what not
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:17:12 PM): yea
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:17:18 PM): its so goddamn
frustrating

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:17:18 PM): thats retarded
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:17:33 PM): bc i feel like i never get to
do anything

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:17:45 PM): yea
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:17:51 PM): and i want to be with her
so much…..and not have to spend money bc we’re at a
movie..or going to eat

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:18:00 PM): just to chill
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:18:08 PM): pfff
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:18:37 PM): lol
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:18:38 PM): dude
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:18:42 PM): sneak out or
sumthin

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:18:50 PM): no wait, with ur luck
you’d be caught

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:18:55 PM): then hell would
break loose

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:19:06 PM): i having to sneak
around all the goddamn time…..its so stupid, why
can’t i just be myself

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:19:10 PM): hate*
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:19:12 PM): probably literally,
cuz ur dad would try to throw you into hell

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:19:53 PM): it changes the whole
situation….when you have to go to desparate
measures so sneak around, just to be with somebody
you love

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:19:59 PM): to*
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:19 PM): yea ur parents are
retarded

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:21 PM): i got an idea
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:29 PM): tell your parents ur
coming down to visit me

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:20:43 PM): and go rent a hotel for a
week

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:44 PM): and u can come by
urself, but kailey could come on her own too

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:49 PM): no
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:20:51 PM): lol
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:20:52 PM): u really come visit
me

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:20:58 PM): that would be sweet
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:21:00 PM): but u can have time
to urselves

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:21:36 PM): my god i would love
that…but there is no way in hell it would work, bc
everytime something moderately ‘good’ comes
along…something messes it up

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:21:41 PM): i swear….every time
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:23:07 PM): its like, there is no
possibility that she could come to my house,
or i could go to hers, and we could be alone, and not
be disturbed…..

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:24:01 PM): i’ll be right back…blowing
off some steam

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:24:37 PM): k


Auto response from m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:24:37 PM):
blowing off some steam

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:25:26 PM): ok


Auto response from ImmaHonkeyYo (3:25:26 PM):
around, leave a message


m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:25:33 PM): come back honkey
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:25:39 PM): k
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:25:40 PM): jeezus
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:25:53 PM): man
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:26:05 PM): i need to just end my
life…or a few other ppl’s

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:26:10 PM): lol
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:26:19 PM): it would amuse me
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:26:21 PM): dude, you’ll be out
of there sooner or later

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:26:33 PM): yea…and kailey will still
be here

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:26:41 PM): she is a year behind
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:27:23 PM): yea
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:27:26 PM): well
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:27:27 PM): crap
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:27:28 PM): and college is gonna
be gr8..bc there is like slim if any chance
we’ll go to the same college…..thus keeping
us separated still

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:27:43 PM): my god
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:27:47 PM): <rage builds>
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:28:41 PM): if there is a god, i’d say
he’s doing everything he possibly can to piss
me off and keep me away from here

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:28:43 PM): her*
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:28:57 PM): man i hate not being able
to see her how i’d like

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:29:14 PM): <and mark whines..and
>

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:29:19 PM): grrrrrrrrrrr
ImmaHonkeyYo (3:29:22 PM): maybe he’s pushing
you away because u push him away

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:29:36 PM): i refuse to make this a
religious matter

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:29:41 PM): i know i know im
telling this to the WRONG person

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:29:45 PM): lol
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:30:21 PM): christ….all hope is so
dim

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:30:32 PM): i love that girl so much
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:31:02 PM): i wish everyone else
would lay off and give me a goddamn break

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:32:01 PM): if my parents
weren’t all holy-fied it would make things a lot
simpler….not fix, but they wouldn’t be as bad

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:32:34 PM): its not bad that they
believe in God so much, but they go too far
when they restrict you like that

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:33:13 PM): no, its not bad that they
believe in god…it bad that they believe so much that
“god tells them” to do all this

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:33:49 PM): its not fair to you to
keep you from goin out with your girlfriend

ImmaHonkeyYo (3:34:01 PM): i can understand
them wanting you to do right and all this, but
they have to trust you

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:34:03 PM): i know…it hurts our
relationship

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:34:19 PM): it makes it very hard for
us to deal with this

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:34:50 PM): not being able to do
things..not being able to just be with each
other…how simple can you get, and then they
restrict that

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:34:57 PM):
ARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:36:34 PM): this is the earth version of
HELL

m2 a0 r0 k4 uS (3:37:08 PM): sticking a wedge between
me and my girl

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